I haven’t written on you in awhile. This may be my last post cuz I’m thinking of getting rid of you. I don’t come on here much so to me it’s another website in my name being a waste of space. Also, I don’t need my name all over the internet.
To catch things up: In the beginning of the year I went back to school. I started my prerequisites for the vet tech program. February, AJ told me he loved me. It caught me by surprise And the bad thing is I didn’t say anything back. I might’ve ended up crying. I can’t remember. Other stuff happened too. Spring hits. I go on spring break. AJ And I’s first year comes along. Its the longest I’ve been in a relationship. I get a job And also get into a car accident. The right side of my car basically peels. I had to get rides for a week. I went to court for the accident And paid the fine.
Ashley moved out. Yays. No more drama in the house. Ajs sister and her husband moved to Hawaii. By now, my classes are doing well except in biology so I get stressed out. Towards the end of April, I lose my job because they hired someone else back on who used to work there. The boss told me they’d keep my app on hold for future hire but we’ll see. I’ve been told that before And never heard back from the place.
In may, school ends for summer. I pass all my classes with a C or better. My summer vacation is almost up because I’m taking summer classes. I go back May 20. I won’t graduate until 2016 now so I wish I made up my mind earlier but I can’t do anything about it. My family is also bound to move in 2016 so hopefully I’ll finish in time.
My 21st bday is coming up in a month. I don’t plan on having a party or anything although my friend wants me to. I just don’t see a point. Anyways all I’ve been doing now is applying to animal jobs and getting interviews but so far no luck. I just gotta keep trying. I’m just spending as much time as I can with AJ before fall hits. I won’t be seeing him much because I’m going to school everyday.
On another note, I want to tell AJ that I love him but I get scared/nervous. When I’m alone I feel happy and have the courage built up to tell him to his face. But when I’m by him I back down. Ugh. I also think it should be special (day) and be done in person. I’m just grr at myself. He said he’d wait but I know he can’t wait forever. The ill wait for u line has been told to me before and yeah. So…my thyroid med is still going down. Its at 88mcg now. I go back in June for a retest. I just want it to be stable again becuz now I have all these different colored thyroid pills in my house. Haha
Well I think this is long enough. Maybe ill write on u another day or maybe not. We’ll see. Bye.